RACKETY BOOM 

by Jon Thrower 

By the end you’ll find out  

for sure, something simple:  

It was the heart all along, in the middle  of you, keeping you  

as if in some lifelong  

marching band you do not recall joining.  Some stand in for love  

or lust but the heart  

is not some way of feeling.  

The heart just is.  

Your heart all along.  

Where the all the tortured and touched waters  of life empty into eventually, as if an ocean.  Your heart all along.  

the noise of it there invisibly  

and yet loud enough  

on numerous occasions  

to seriously consider  

like today in the chair at the hospital pavilion  

rackety-boom, says the heart  

over  

and over and over.